Follow Your Dream Don't

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Essence magazine did a cover story on Black Panther, directed by Ryan Coogler. I had 
dreams of being a film producer and director. I downgraded to being just a film critic. 

We watch people on TV and say, ‘She’s living her dream.’ What’s your dream? A jail documentary does not inspire us to occupy a space made from steel and iron and monitored by guards with all kinds of hardware around their waists. Being homeless and combing thrash cans for food is also, not anybody’s dream.

That is why most dreams are about being rich and famous.  Actresses and singers might marry soccer stars like David Beckham, royalty like the Prince of Monaco, Prince Harry of England, and Indian film royalty like the Kapoors and Bachchans.

However, there is something besides money, that can spark a dream. Pilot uniforms and the blue sky sparked mine. I would sit in the shade at home and watch planes take off and land from the airport, fifteen minutes away. I had fantasies about where they had been and where they were flying to.

I upgraded my fantasy and decided that I would be a pilot and lord over deserts, mountains, valleys, rivers and oceans. I would drive carefully to avoid hitting the CN Tower in Toronto or Tour Eiffel in Paris.  My dream was also nurtured by vanity. I looked forward to pulling the pilot’s black bag on gleaming airport floors, smiling because of people’s adoration. ‘She is a pilot.’  

My dream was out of line because there were no women pilots, let alone black women. The dream is long gone but there is a consolation. The pilot’s bag.  I smile every time I see it in a luggage store.  Ordinary people like me can buy it and pull it around airports.

‘Call me Madame Pilot’.

‘In your dreams!’

By:  Nonqaba waka Msimang.

 

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